Tuesday, June 10, 2008

i know its only rock and roll




..but i like it, like it, yes i do.






Today I learned that two of my faves have cds out of which I was previously unaware. I speak of Martha Wainwright and Theodore Thompson. The samples on their respectives spaces are delightful.




Summer is happening. Right now I'm gathering materials for my summer French independent study, then I will read them, then I will write about them. C'est la vie, n'est-ce pas?


Since graduation I've been working a bit, cleaning, and hanging mostly with Erica and Edmund. We're reading everything we can get our hands on and "apologizing"...."apologeticizing". Hmm. Gerunds. I tell ya.
It's finally that week!! I can say all this week "I was born this Thursday 22 years ago" and I AM. hehe. Aw memories... (Teddy Thompson's myspace songs have been playing in the background and I've just heard "sat in the corner you could pass for dead...." Dancing in the kitchen making banana pancakes. sweet)
In conclusion- bump and grind, have a good time. free yourself and lose your mind!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Mariapolis




I'm going to say that my favorite part of this retreat was the car ride home- not a comment on the retreat itself, but just that I really appreciate the time we get to spend with the Cali family. I've become especially fond of Rebecca.

And boy am I glad I ended up being awake at this moment and watching Can You Duet on CMT. The song I just heard really spoke to my heart; it's one I've never heard before: "Lord I Hope This Day is Good" by Don Williams:

Lord, I hope this day is good
I'm feelin empty and misunderstood
I should be thankful, Lord, I know I should
But Lord I hope this day is good

Lord, have you forgotten me?
I been prayin to you faithfully
I should be thankful Lord you know I am
But Lord I hope you understand

I don't need fortune and I don't need fame
Send down the thunder, Lord, send down the rain
But when you're plannin just how it will be
Plan a good day for me

Lord, I hope this day is good
I'm feelin empty and misunderstood
I should be thankful, Lord, I know I should
But Lord I hope this day is good

You've been the king since the dawn of time
All that I'm askin is a little less cryin'
It might be hard for the devil to do
But it would be easy for you

Lord, I hope this day is good
I'm feelin empty and misunderstood
I should be thankful, Lord, I know I should
But Lord I hope this day is good

....Yeah. And I understood something that was said to me Saturday night. At first I didn't agree- I actually resented it being said. But now I understand it differently and I have to say the person was right. Criticism can be hard but I'm grateful for the grace to look at it as opportunity to grow.



Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Spread the Word

Today's is a good one: People who drive me crazy

An excerpt I liked especially:

This verse from Romans - this is what it means to be a true Christian.

It doesn't mean you don't get annoyed.it means you love anyway.

Blessed Mother Teresa had something similar to say. Many of you have probably already read it. Rather than sharing my annoyance, I'll share her brilliance:

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered. Love them anyway!?

If you do good, people will accuse you?of selfish, ulterior motives.? Do good anyway!?

If you are successful, you will win?false friends and enemies.? Succeed anyway!?

The good you do will be forgotten tomorrow.? Do good anyway!?

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.? Be honest and frank anyway!?

What you spend years building may be?destroyed overnight.? Build anyway!?

People really need help? but may attack you if you help them.? Help them anyway!?

Give the world the best you have?and you'll get kicked in the teeth. ?Give the world the best you've got anyway!


This is why Blessed Teresa of Calcutta will be forever known as a saint. She did what the Scriptures challenge us to do: she loved in practical ways.

She anticipated others in showing honor. She loved with mutual affection. It was her love that changed people's lives, not merely her service. It was the love behind the service. She sought to see Christ in everyone - even those who annoyed her.

It's not that Teresa (or any of the saints before her) never got annoyed.it's how they handled that annoyance and how they viewed it that made them saintly.

You and I have the same challenge each and every day. God's gonna put people in your path today that will annoy you.love them anyway.


Salvation Given
"Let love be sincere; hate what is evil, hold on to what is good; love one another with mutual affection; anticipate one another in showing honor." - Romans 12:9-10

Sunday, May 4, 2008

a decision

When my hair starts to gray, that's it.
No dyeing, coloring, etc.
It's not like coloring over the gray makes you any younger.

I hope to be the kind of lady that totally owns and rawks her gray hair.
It says, "yeah, I'm getting older. you got a problem with that?" hehe. ok maybe they're not so hostile, but its a cool sort of thing that says you don't have to be ashamed of getting older.

other voices on this topic

Friday, May 2, 2008

"that all may be one"

I present to you my term paper for philosophy of religion:


Religious Pluralism

We in the United States in the 21st century live in a culture of religious pluralism. The Catholic Church claims to be the only church in which every teaching is true and that contains the fullness of truth. We as Catholics understand that God wills for all his people to be united, as Jesus prayed in John’s gospel “that all may be one” (John 17:21). If we recognize unity as good, and understand that pluralism necessarily entails divisions (or else there would be no need for separate religions), how, then, is it possible for Catholics to get along in a pluralistic society?

One seemingly obvious point which is nevertheless overlooked at times is that truth is truth. This fact allows for Catholics to recognize what is true in other religions, philosophies, ideologies, etc., while rejecting what they find to be false. We share, in common with the rest of Christianity, belief in Jesus Christ: his incarnation, death, and resurrection. Judaism and Islam also profess belief in one, personal God. Even with those who are unaffiliated with a particular religion, we share reason and are thus able to come to mutual understanding of certain principles.

Recognition of these commonalities is one step towards dialogue and unity. Another point which is useful is the importance of the ways in which we attempt to achieve unity. Unity and division are opposites, so we would need to first be clear on what exactly we agree on and where our divisions are, so that we may begin with what is common, address what is different, and if possible, eradicate the divisions and bring about unity.

But how are divisions eradicated? Through mutual love and understanding. How are love and understanding fostered among people? This is an important question and worthy of serious thought.

A big component of authentic love and understanding is the involvement of free will. Let us first consider understanding. I think Plato had it right when he said in the Republic that one cannot simply pour knowledge into the head of another but that the other person must come to knowledge of the Good on his own. Our role in education is to help others turn toward the light. This necessarily involves the consent of their will. Respecting free will means recognizing the possibility that the other will not choose what we judge to be right. But if we hope for authentic understanding, this is something we have to deal with by patiently persevering and remaining in relationship in hopes that we will someday have the unity for which Christ prayed.

The importance of free will in love is hopefully obvious. God created us with free will in order that we could be able to love him in a real way. If he had created us to love him without giving us free will, we would be like robots and our love could not really be called love because it would be something forced on us, or programmed into us. Love must be chosen for it to be real. Still, this makes for the possibility of choosing against what is good, beautiful, and true. So, if we desire authentic unity and not merely the appearance of unity, we must recognize that this means working through differences and allowing others to ultimately come to understanding of truth on their own. This is not to say that they come to understanding or faith without grace, but only that their cooperation is essential.

It seems that the best framework for this authentic unity which includes love and understanding is in human relationships. It is here that we find trust, and the opportunity to be open with each other about our beliefs without fear of judgment. (It is important to note here that many confuse judgment and disagreement. Challenging another’s beliefs or behavior is not the same as judging the state of that person’s soul.) This environment of trust and openness is very important to unity because only when we are honest with each other are we able to have conversations which lead to mutual understanding.

What sort of society allows for the possibility of the type of dialogue needed to foster authentic love and understanding? It seems that a theocracy would not be that society; if people are obliged to believe something under penalty of the law, many problems arise. First, this structure seems to prohibit critical examination of one’s beliefs because any disagreement would be viewed with suspicion and could amount to treason. This would cause fear in those who doubt and because of that fear they would likely be discouraged from voicing their concerns. An ignored or unvoiced division is a division that is allowed to remain. Only when it is brought to light can it be addressed and bring about understanding.

Our current pluralistic society is theoretically (and paradoxically) the most conducive to unity. It allows for the possibility of people expressing their beliefs without the fear of legal persecution. In this framework, there can be discussion and dialogue between people of different faiths and faith traditions and people with no faith tradition (unless you call atheism a sort of faith). Through this dialogue, we may come to understand each other’s beliefs and reasoning behind those beliefs. We may even find that our understanding of our own beliefs is enhanced through this exercise.

While as Catholics we believe that our faith contains the fullness of truth, this does not bar us from living in relationship with those who do not share our faith. If we truly desire “that all may be one,” we must recognize that this open and honest dialogue is essential to unity and therefore, we must be open to understanding what others believe and willing to engage in dialogue with them.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

tolkien via bolger

When I graduated from high school (and then turned 18 the next day), I got lots of cool stuff. A party, tons of people at my house, cool presents. My favorite material thing (well partly...you'll see what I mean) was from my friend, Maggie.

She decorated a piece of construction paper with those styrofoam stickers and a quote from JRR Tolkien. It's been hanging on my bedroom wall, right under the crucifix, for 4 years now:

"Out of the darkness of my life, so much frustrated, I put before you the one great thing to love on earth: the Blessed Sacrament.

There you will find romance, glory, honor, fidelity, and the true way of all your loves upon earth, and more than that: death: by the divine paradox, that which ends life, and demands the surrender of all, and yet by the taste (or foretaste) of which alone can what you seek in your earthly relationships (love, faithfulness, joy) be maintained, or take on that complexion of reality, of eternal endurance, that every man's heart desires,"

- J.R.R. Tolkien

Love it. Thank you Lord for Tolkien and for Maggie!

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Quote for the day

In philosophy, we are interested in getting it right, not in being right.

-Dr. Brian Henning